Heartfelt Thanks
I would like to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for the support you gave me during my horrible day yesterday.
I was having an awful, overwhelming day of grief, it felt like the day I lost my Sister Julia.
I have been trying to think why I was affected so bad yesterday and I think I know the reason why.
My niece (my Sister Julias daughter) and I are very close and just recently she has been suffering very high blood pressure, 229 over 137 at the highest and we were in A & E on Monday night. I had to get cross with her before she would agree to go and tell her this is life threatening and she was in danger of having a stroke. I'm so scared of losing my niece as I know how suddenly someone can be taken from you as my sister died suddenly, unexpected. So I'm thinking the fear inside me of losing our Debbie welled up in me and brought it all to the forefront of losing our Julia.
I think I can now make sense of how tearful I was yesterday.
Today is a new day and I am feeling brighter today. My niece is on a higher dose of blood pressure medication now so I'm keeping my fingers crossed and praying that it will settle down.
Once again, thank you so much for all your support, you have no idea how much you helped me last night.
You really are a good bunch of caring people who I'm happy to know. Friends who I have never met.
x x xx x