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Rhian, I have only just seen your post and I am so sorry that you have lost your mum. We all know we will lose them at some time, but it is always too soon, even if they live to their 200th birthday.
I lost my dad when he was 56, and I couldn't talk about it because it would make me cry. What I now know is that talking sometimes helps, so we are all here if you want to talk and get a virtual hug.
So sorry to hear of Your Mum passing Rhian,but She'll always be with You in Your heart..I have a photo of My Mum in a wee silver frame on My bedside table and say goodnight to Her each night even after 40yrs ((((((((hugs)))))))))