He can't even stand Uj. Has to be lifted from bed to chair, loos a nightmare. Doctors say he may never get back on his feet. Crush injuries are harder to put right than clean breaks.

I wasn't updating because it's all a bit too depressing but mups has told me off and made me see its still early days so to look up not down so much.

Crush injuries we have been told are far harder to fix. He's had two operations neither have got him back on his feet. The doctors aren't being very hopeful he will walk again. But we've never given up before so we mustn't this time.

I hold my hands up I'm a bit depressed myself so apologies if I'm not my usual self.

He's very down and it's not helping trying to find our way through the benefit system. He is tremendously anti claiming also not helpful.

Brightness in our lives at the moment are Nathan and Jordan and ivana all three been absolute stars. Grace too can't do enough to try and help.