Re: The beginning, middle or End?.......or none of the above!
To expand on Annie's post I would offer a slightly more cynical view.
For certain, as humans, we are lacking certain traits, senses, abilities and as a result of that we are locked into this perception of reality. We are in effect sub-human and purposefully deprived of the most precious things that would otherwise fully open our eyes to see beyond the veil and witness the fullness of the universe and reality.
Someone or something has purposefully done that to mankind, did it a very long time ago in order to create a race of slaves, an engineered workforce that doesn't have the ability to see the truth, that will never live long enough to learn the truth and that hasn't got time to THINK and meditate through the available facts and clues because they are too busy working to earn money to be able to continue to exist in a reasonably comfortable manner.
To give up working is thus a significant milestone in one's life. It serves to both defy the engineers, effectively saying, "I will no longer be part of this system of slavery" whilst at the same time it forces you to deal with life and its issues.
I say the latter because when you don't work, when you have nothing but time to think, to read, to research with no distractions to stop you, then you quickly fall into the very natural mind set that sees you ask :
"why am I here?",
"why do people die after just 100 years?",
"why do we accept 100 years as a good innings when in fact we should live 1000s of years?"
"what should I really be doing?"
"How would people live if they all didn't need to work?"
"How does this whole deliberate system operate?"
and so on.
We should start thinking about who the actual masters/engineers are. Where they came from. How long they have been here. The systems they have in place are incredibly complex, thorough and subversive. They impact every facet of society and indoctrinate humans right from primary school upwards. We are all caught up in that system. We have been conditioned and brainwashed to accept it to the point that some people deem it good and noble for their kids to strive to work all their lives and get a "good job". Parents help pass the conditioning on to their kids who in turn pass it on to their own kids.
The system, the "Matrix", is subtle, far reaching and extremely effective. I'll warrant that it has been in existence since before Egyptian times
Who are the true masters?
What are they keeping from us that would otherwise see us enlightened and refusing to follow the system?
The old texts I believe provide the answers cryptically and in code.