Re: A very bleak mood...
Ahnedonia - inability to feel pleasure in normally pleasurable activities is what I've got.Re: A very bleak mood...
Re: A very bleak mood...
It may sound weird, selfish and indicative of my bleak mood, but I almost wish my cancer would return so that I could be hospitalised and taken care off - kind of a break. But these are terrible thoughts, I know, they just keep churning through my mind.Re: A very bleak mood...
I've even thought of pretending to rob a building society (with fake gun) just to get 5 years in jail - I'd be looked after and out of the way. That is my craziest thought yet, I wouldn't do it, couldn't harm anyone else, but life right now is worse than purgatory.Re: A very bleak mood...
Thanks, but I find I can't increasingly cope with people in RL.Re: A very bleak mood...
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