Re: I've had my chest x-ray

Sorry to hear that Ffosse. They really must try harder to find out what's wrong with you.

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Sorry to hear that Ffosse, try not to get too stressed as you will only make yourself feel worse.

Hope the doctors can find out the cause this time.

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I'd just like a break away from all this.

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If I'd had a child, I'd have been seen in 10 minutes which is fair enough but where is the treatment for the single man? It's 7:20 now, a long way off from my 3:40 call and I've had to put up with lots, real or imagined.

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Oh Dreamy I have just caught up.
I am so sorry that you have to go back to the hospital. Do keep us posted.

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Richard, I think I am going to get banned today, so I just want you to know before I go, I will still be praying for you and so will others out here that I know.....

Just know that I also am very ill right now and it can't be cured, I am on my way out, so if any bad happens to either of us, I will reach for your hand, and lead the way.....but I pray you will be better soon, and please pray for me too, ok Richard.....

God be with you my friend,

Love, Blue xx

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Dreamy do keep us posted.
You know how I worry. X

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Well I was in last night and things felt OK - A raised bloody temperatures but none of the attendant fevers.

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I'm out of hospital tonight. They want me to keep this uncontrollable virus at normal temperatures by taking paracetamol. I don't know what to say except I feel more suicidal than ever, I can't seem to get a break. If its not my constipation it's my sore back. If its not sleeplessness it's nightmares and periods where I don't know what I'm saying or doing because I'm feverish

I've never had worse health ever before and at 52 I don't know how much more I can handle this.

Partly this is because I don't feel alone - there are demons in my sleep, strange people with whom I converse and yes, I know they're not there but that doesn't make it any easier.

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Ffosse ... ignore the tormenting buggers.

I had them when I was in hospital. No, not the nurses.
An annoying sad woman crying her eyes out ... every time I drifted off she was there again, silently weeping and sobbing.
I felt bad enough without her making me feel worse but boy did she seem real.

You're having a crap time of it and feeling crap ... and aside from your physical symptoms it's dragging your emotions this way and that with you at their mercy.
Get the TV on. The radio. A little pointless distraction will be good.