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Can't you just keep it safe somewhere Ffosse, or let somebody you really trust look after it? When you are well again you could probably use it for a really nice holiday somewhere.
I'm so sorry Ffosse. I wish I could give you a realtime hug right now. I hope you can somehow keep your chin up, you are a very strong man and a real fighter, keep on lad xxxx