Originally Posted by
swimfeeders
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Hi
Most of us have been in a dark place in our lives.
However dark it is, you have to realise that you are you.
You deserve a life.
I was totally, utterly and completely in love with my Ex, the mother of my children.
Two hours after my heart attack I was gobsmacked to find out that it was not reciprocated.
Who will look after me now?
Off she went with a man she had been having an affair with for 11 years.
You have to have belief in yourself, you are the valuable person.
Life sometimes deals us bad cards, that does not mean what it is you who are fault, do not blame yourself.
Celebrate what you can do, not what you cannot.
I have always looked after my kids, nothing has ever stopped me doing that, until now.
My son has had his life destroyed by a pillock in Taiwan who has escaped justice and is gloating about it.
He is still putting pressure on.
Under normal circumstances, Dad would have been there and problem solved.
I cannot turn back what has happened, I would normally have ensured that it would not happen again.
There would have been a horrendous price to pay and a warning to others, leave well alone.
I am in a very dark place because I cannot do that at the moment.
I can however support my son in many ways and I celebrate that I can do so.
Look on the bright side, you are valuable, you are worth it.
Life sorts itself out.
Look after yourself.
I have six months of hard work to go to get fit again to go to Taiwan.
In the meantime, I support Guy in anyway I can.
I retain my sanity, not by getting depressed, but by realising it is transient.
My health will improve, then I will sort it.
He will not be touched again.