Re: Stolen fireworks.
I with others on this fireworks really need to be restricted to public professionally organised displys.
My little dog was so terrified. Last year I wrote this in an attempt to illustrate what it was like for him...He passed away in August and the only thing Im glad of is that he wont have to suffer this terror any more.
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Shell shock.
As another explosion rang out overhead he pressed his body to the floor shaking in fear, his hidey hole was warm and snug but that didn’t keep out the noise of the explosions or the vibrations that quivered through the building.
He knew he couldn’t stay here forever but were else was there? Outside it was worse, out there it wasn’t just the noise. Out there were the smells of the gunpowder that stung his nostrils and made his eyes water.
The flashes of light went off all around and preceded each new barrage of explosions by just a millisecond, not enough to take cover but just enough to make him tense every muscle in fear as he stood paralysed expecting every explosion to be the one that hit him..
His heart pounded so hard he could hear it beat and it felt as if it was going to burst out through his ribs at any moment. He tried to breathe normally but as his body filled with terror that became impossible.
The combination of shallow panic stricken breaths and his wild heart beat made him feel sick and dizzy but he knew he had to keep going and find a safe place, a nice dark place away from the noise and flashes that the explosions bought.
He pressed himself against walls and hedgerows hoping to find some shelter or a place to hide but it was impossible.
After he had survived the first year he thought he would be ok and that it was all behind him but he was wrong. Year after year the explosions came and each time his fear was compounded getting just a little worse each time.
He really had no idea how much more of this he could take. Then as yet another explosion filled the air above his head he felt the warm wet pool of urine form around his feet... He looked up.. I’m so sorry I just couldn’t help it.. his eyes said.
Remy aged 9 ...shell shocked by fireworks