13-03-2019, 12:38 PM
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Re: I've had my chest x-ray
I've not had bacon for so long and I really miss it.
In general, the hospital food is very good but the portions are a little small. The staff will supply biscuits and toast and cheese at night, though so I have never gone to bed hungry. A trolley comes round with tea, coffee and biscuits quite regularly.
I've been in for 25 of the last 30 days now, with 5 days at home in between so I'm kind of feeling institutionalised. I didn't realise that travelling by taxi between hospitals on consecutive days and the not knowing of it all would impact on my anxiety levels quite so much though.
I feel anxious a lot of the time - despite the diazepam. Also, I worry about living alone again. Whether I'll cope with the bath and other things. It's always when I'm alone that the delerium has started. And I worry about becoming delirious without knowing it, like in the past.