Devastating News About My Lovely Sadie
Today I got the most devastating news about my little 3-legged dog, Sadie.
She has cancer of the liver.
She has lots of little tumours all over her liver. The Vet says that this is better than having a massive tumour in one place on her liver, as it enables the liver to continue working, albeit on a reduced level ,so she is not in pain, just a little discomfort, which we should be able to deal with.
There is no cure - so she is dying. It's just that we do not know how long she has. It could be days, weeks, months or even a year. I will not let her suffer, so when the time comes I pray that I will be strong enough to immediately and with no prevarication take her to be pts.
Until that time comes, I will love and care for her. She will be on medication and a special diet. As I write this she is at the vets on a drip, being "flushed out", which, hopefully, will get rid of any toxins that have built up due to the reduced function of the liver.
I cannot tell you how sad I am to be losing my sweet, gentle, timid little girl. I have known for some time that something was wrong with her, but other things kept getting in the way of the truth, for example a huge abscess behind her tooth, then a huge ulcer in her eye which wouldn't heal. But deep, deep down within my soul I knew that there was something seriously wrong with her, but I'm afraid I was a coward, and didn't want to dig too deep. However, I do have to say that at no time has she been in pain. The most she has suffered is a little dis-comfort.
Sorry if this is a bit longwinded, but I needed to get it off my chest.
Thanks for reading.