Re: Cochlear Implant
Well I got back about 7:30 last night.
My wife was waiting because she wanted to talk, which we did until midnight, not row, just talk.
I there's one thing I realised from being away on my own it's the fact that I am happy in my own company, even though I get lonely.
This is how I was years ago and although it's not good in the long term, I can handle that in the short term no problem.
I've arranged to go to Tai Chi class next week - I'll meet a whole new bunch of strangers so I'll be a bit anxious at first but I have to keep the dark side of me under control and NOT let it take over as I have done.
It's the easy option and it'll always be there in my mind but I'm not 25 any more, I'm 65 and I have to regain control of my life but I need help.
If and when I ever get the counselling that could help me.
I really don't know at this moment but I am hoping that talking to someone about everything, including the things I don't like to talk about will take that weight off me for good and I can move on.
In a way it's like the medium I had round here a few years ago; she asked me if I wanted her to take some of the "people" pestering me away with her and she did, I felt them go.
Some of you will NOT believe that but that's fine because I know it helped me so it really doesn't matter to anyone else does it?!
Take care everyone.
I've got things to do so the sooner I get on the better - then I'll go out on my bike, hopefully as it is sunny!!
stevmk2