Re: In Charge
I make a lot of bad decisions and it is mostly down to bad health. Lack of oxygen in the blood brings on brain fog and I often sit and think what did I do all day and why did I order this when its delivered to my door.
I know I have just put it down to health but also I feel its being cut off from the outside world and not mixing with people.
Things start to pick up in the spring/summer already starting to feel better in myself.
I put that down to friends I meet walking their dogs in the mornings. Winter months I see hardly a soul out there because of the cold damp weather and its pitch black drive home afterwards and I can go all day without speaking to a single person.
Hence why I listen to a lot of music I suppose.
When I was younger before 1999 I was incharge of quite a lot and run them successfully 2 chilled food companies/2 public houses/1999 to 2008 I was incharge of a security team of 8 before early retirement. I was 54 then and things just spiralled down hill since.
So yes the older you get although you are more experience you still make more bad decisions is my opinion.
Now I think I will go and cut my throat..