Just over 3 weeks ago my sister was found in her kitchen in Spain she had died all alone and according to the Spanish doctor instantly which was a blessing.
I have spent that time trying to keep my mind clear doing everything and anything even painting which I don't normally do because of my lung problem,but anyways I finally started sleeping through the night again which gave me some relief because I was getting like a bear with a sore head.
Yesterday however my nephew phoned me from Japan to tell me whats happening with his mums memorial and when it is.
I cannot go because it is just to damp and cold up in the bleak North this time of the year.
Anyways I woke at 3 am this morning and been unable to sleep because its been turning over in my mind.
So I am working away again out the back this morning and the door bell rings its my post man Tony and we have a chat he gives me a envelope and when I open it,it is an appointment the day after her memorial for my AAA screening now that I have reached the grand old age of 65 apparently I am entitled but here is the catch women are not offered this scan.
My sister died of a aorta aneurysm haemorrhage which is exactly what I am going to be screened for.
You know when you get that feeling you want to swing for some one or even scream the house down.